A picture is worth a 1,000 words. but you get the words.

In one week i have had my life completly turned on its head. The life i was waiting to have in New York finally came. in a big way. It's odd. A year ago i met Stefanie Young, she works for Paradox, a Christian org. dedicated to people in the fashion industry. And i kept blowing her off and blowing her off and when i made a commitment i blew it off. I knew what would come and i wasn't ready to give up the self-serving life i was leading. I left a Christ centered life in Charleston to come to New York and i wanted a taste of everythingelse before i tasted honey( which is sweet and amazing and pure). Then a week ago i gave up. i just couldn't take my life anymore couldn't take what i had made for myself. Then God opened up the flood gates. He pulled out all the stops. He gave me everything i had been missing; i had been drowning and hadn't even known it. I fell right into a group of friends that in one week know more about me and care more about me than nearly everyone i had met in the past year. Not that everyone i have met in the last year was bad. This is about all i can explain right now i am still trying to figure out what has gone on. there will be more to come from this i am sure. but i am just letting you in on what i know so far.